Thank You Mr.Tim for posting this, because I have not seen this. Let me explain something here, this was also difficult for me to watch and almost brought tear's to my eye's. The reason Tim .... is because I have had two people very close to me die with me at their side a slow awful death, one was my mother, both were not old at all, younger than both of us actaully, both had begged me to kill them, but I was too .... I dont know if it was cowardly or just hoping for some kind of recovery, I didnt have the courage, and in my mother;s case when I tried to talk to doctor's they said my mom wasnt in her right mind from the drug's they given her. Bottom line an infection got into her blood dtream accidentally which went to various organ's and such and over a month long ICU stay she slowly deteriorated, then finally died one day with me alone with her in the room. It bother's me to this day guy .... decade's later .... and I'm a grown man, but it still eat's at me, it was so tough guy. My dad's out of pocket bill after this over a month long ordeal of what seemed like torture, was almost if I recall correctly, close to $200,000 that they mailed him before she was even a week dead. I cant say much more on this guy, it simply bother's me visioning it. But the more I hear other's talk about their experience's, the better I feel, although that may sound strange or odd.
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Thank You Mr.Tim for posting this, because I have not seen this. Let me explain something here, this was also difficult for me to watch and almost brought tear's to my eye's. The reason Tim .... is because I have had two people very close to me die with me at their side a slow awful death, one was my mother, both were not old at all, younger than both of us actaully, both had begged me to kill them, but I was too .... I dont know if it was cowardly or just hoping for some kind of recovery, I didnt have the courage, and in my mother;s case when I tried to talk to doctor's they said my mom wasnt in her right mind from the drug's they given her. Bottom line an infection got into her blood dtream accidentally which went to various organ's and such and over a month long ICU stay she slowly deteriorated, then finally died one day with me alone with her in the room. It bother's me to this day guy .... decade's later .... and I'm a grown man, but it still eat's at me, it was so tough guy. My dad's out of pocket bill after this over a month long ordeal of what seemed like torture, was almost if I recall correctly, close to $200,000 that they mailed him before she was even a week dead. I cant say much more on this guy, it simply bother's me visioning it. But the more I hear other's talk about their experience's, the better I feel, although that may sound strange or odd.
Thanx ......
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